It's been a while

He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel, the other on my heart

Mmmm... I'm in a content mood.

Well, you could tell with the significant open-lyrics of - my new-found idol - Taylor Swift (Our Song) on the first sentence of this post.
That & also because I've just watched my first ever Duff movie in what? Months?

But this one was kinda different bcoz Hilary & her sister was starring in it. It was cool but then the guys kept being so chivalrous...

he says baby is something wrong?,
i say nothin' i was just thinkin' how we don't have a song

How is one supposed to be on celibacy - on guys, mind - when there's movie like that making guys being so... So SWEET?!

I think I'm almost relieved to find that there is no such guy who exists at our age. I mean, seriously.
Or else I'd have to fight off a heck of women =P

Haha.

Anywayz... It's been a while since I've done something this fun! I mean, when you've got no one to entertain you at 1 in the morn, what else does one do but listen to country songs belting out in your headset - not earphones - & typing in blogger.com?

Yesterday & part of the day today, I was cooped up in a car with my parents.
Seriously. That is not how a kid'd like to enjoy his/her term break.

Anywayz, dinner yesterday was DELICIOUS. My dad was so busy stuffing down the - well, stuff that he finished everything.
& I mean everything.

& I don't know whether it was just a coincidence but, after that, the stall we were eating at was FULL. Seriously.
So my dad being my dad thought he was - I quote - a living advertisement & just dug in some more.

(Evidence on the right)



Then we went back to kampung in Muar.

[forward to today]

Well, I had to fit into this green kebaya & lemme tell you, it is no joke for us Malaysians to fit into something we kept at the back of our closets for 8 months or something till Hari Raya.

Yes, we were going to a wedding. My mom bought this ridiculous set of - how to put this delicately... - modern corset.

I swear, I had this sense of flashback to the Elizabehean times when women tried to pull the strings for that itty bitty bodice they had to squeeze into.

You get the picture.

Everyone kept cooing on & on about how I look like such an anak dara (virgin) in my Kebaya & how tall I was, even though clearly I was wearing flats - I always do.

So on the way back home, I was so bored in the 4-hour drive that I began taking pictures of myself with the phone camera.

Yes, yes. unbelievable.
But we all have our times.

I'm feeling dead guilty now that I'm dissing Aley on her rock climbing - even though I'm kinda happy that I don't need to climb that stupid wall but still.

I mean, first Silver now this?

AAAAA!

It's mind-racking (such a phrase?).

Oh & just wanted to tell you that yesterday (or should I say Saturday) I recalled on how pathetic I was being.
One of the main reasons I'm back to my strict celibacy - ON GUYS - rules.

Everyone had to wear their posh clothes because we were going for some sort of 'recording' so I put on this baju kurung top with jeans to, you know, play it casual.

& if you knew how many times I was hoping that Allar- uh... McFlutey &/or his brother saw me.
Seriously.

McCellist was coming out - his class was the same time as mine which was kinda the reason I try my best to hang around until it's 15 mins past 1pm, the end of my class - & I just chickened out & ran straight for the lift.

UGH! This is so frustrating.
I have to find some sort of companion of the opposite gender.

Well, my back's aching from all this hunching & it's 15 mins till 2 so I think I better hit the hay (I'm sleeping on the floor tonight. I consider this camping enough)

I grabbed a pen and an old napkin,
and I ....wrote down our song