Do u have those kind of friends where, you know, you like but you ALWAYS get in trouble with?
I'm not gonna claim names here, since this is the Internet, after all. Let's just call her Aley?
(PS : I'm not in a good mood with Aley so there may not be alot of positive points with her)
Yea, okay, so I have these 2 friends - Minah & Aley. & Minah's great - I mean, she always helps me out in sticky situations & cheer me up when I'm down. Way down.
Same with Aley - that's what I keept telling myself, course.
But it's just that, she keeps treating me as if I'm discardable or something. I mean, first she's nice & later she'd go all psycho-maniac on me.
Today for instance? We were talking on the phone & I was just being myself - always low on self-ego, if you must know. This is just general information.
& suddenly, she went all angry at me & went, "See, this is the thing Minah & Aley hate about you." (Yes, she did emphasise on HATE) "You always see the BAD sides of things. The darkest of life. Just like Cristina, from Grey's Anatomy."
As much as that was complimentary - yea, I'm a geek of Grey's Anatomy. Who isn't? - being called Cristina & all, I just couldn't stand that SHE was criticizing me.
Where did she stand on having the nerve to criticize me? Isn't that the elders who have the rights?
So i just kept quiet & she didn't stop for a breath. She just kept on going.
"& you know wat, you're a lousy, lazy, shit-head friend."
[beep beep]
& there, I just looked at my phone & realised that she had hung up on me after calling me a lousy, lazy, shit-head friend.
Man, is Friday my day or what?
Oh, & here's a little bonus : Aley & Minah thinks I like Guy P when I only like Guy CBA.
That really hurts me. Not that they, you know, were talking behind my back - yea, so much for the vow, guys.
Not bcoz they're making their own assumptions.
It's the fact that they don't believe me when I said I don't.
I. Don't. Like. Guy P.
I like Guy CBA.
This proves how much they know of me. I mean, they should know that I don't like TWO guys at the same time.
i mean, that's just stringing them along.
What have I ever done to deserve this?
& I can't believe how much happier I am whenever I admit it.
That I like Guy CBA.
The dude who gave me an orange for good luck as a belief in Chinese New Year. The guy who gives me a guy's-perspective in life. The guy who had never called me a shit-head friend.
Again.
Isn't it funny? They say that we learn from our mistakes?
But like my best friend, SAB, said, What is it that we learn from our mistakes when we're just gonna end up doing it again?
Friday, 16 February 2007
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& Minah's great - I mean, she always helps me out in sticky situations & cheer me up when I'm down. Way down.
=)
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