Saturday 31 March 2007

Love, how I LOVE this world, LOVE, LOVE LOVE LOVE

Love. Maaaan, love is great.
Makes people high. Lalala love.

Lala haha love love love.
Dumdedum love makes the world go roound. I mean, really. What would we do WITHOUT love?
Nothing, that's what the answer is. Nothing.

Love, like a river, will cut a new path
whenever it meets an obstacle.

- Crystal Middlemas -


A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

- Sheelagh Lennon -


Love like the bird
which flew to a window
Splat! went the sound
The girl looke down
& oh! How she so-






Yea, yea. Whatever.
If you're just a browser, you must be thinking that I'm some sort of girl head-over-heels with puppy love, maybe she had a new boyfriend or gosh, gee whilkers! Had her first kiss - which would never happen.

If you really knew me, you'd either do one of the following:
a) Think that I've officially gone nuts (which, I can't say, I can blame you)
b) Come over & slap me on the face till I've come back to reality
or
c) Listen to what I'm about to say

Anywayz, you must be smart if you're still reading bcoz you'd know that that whole love ideal thing is just so that you can't see the pure - dare I say it? - HATRED that's boiling through my veins.

Yea, I know I'm writing gibberish here, so do stop if you don't care or have no time for such impudence from a girl like me.

Just got off the phone with Aley =.=
I've told myself to take a deep breath in. Out.
In.
Out.
In.
Out.

Blood pressure seems to be going down, so I guess I can still have enough energy to type.
She doesn't read my blog so it seems a little safe to just pour out all this bitterness gnawing the insides of me.

Why can't she just go away? Huh?
If she can't say a damn thing to me, why can't she STOP calling me, stop acting like a... A... Really, really, really damn irritating person who's just trying to rub it in my face that I'm a big, fat LOSER who has zero social life & has no "knowledge" of the outside world?

Huh? Is that why God put us here on Earth? To just make us boil with utter HATE for one another? Is that it?
I'm warning you, I sucker-punched my cousin when I was seven & he couldn't stop crying when his nose didn't stop bleeding until the next 10 minutes - yes, the 5-year-older cousin.

Whenever we're not talking to each other, or at least I was a little too busy with something because she caught me at a really bad time, she'd just say on the line, "Oh. Bye bye." & hang up on me.

She makes me sound like some sort of discardable item.
Am I a discardable item? One of those god-frustrating Barbie dolls which little girls keep but when they already hit puberty, they'd just throw it away as if it was "so last season"?

I am NOT a discardable, let alone a Barbie doll.

She treats me like a friend sometimes, sure.
But those times are mainly when there's people around.

Few days ago, when I watched all those numerous cliques going down the stairs of C3, I started thinking to myself, "Huh. So the teen life isn't just about guys." - Yes, I know. I thought that we'd all just go all hormone-to-the-max mode or something instead - "It's about finding a true friend. Peer pressure."

How come whenever she GRABS my diary - not politely ask, not politely inqure. No it's a snatch - she'd just read it, throw it in my face & criticize every single word, trying to psycho-analyze me like Minah usually does, only in vain?

"You sooooooo like him." was one of the things she said after reading this entry about me hanging around one of the guys.

"Ohmygod, it's SO obvious." Then she'd roll her eyes at me when I'd protest.

There was a time when she threw the book - no, MY diary. Not just a book - & hit it on my head, then smacked it in my face.
I mean, sure, there are those times where it'd be funny.

But it wasn't bcoz of alot of things. The main ones being that it was my diary, where did she have the rights to hit me on the head with something which BELONGS to me & she just RUDELY grabbed it.
Also that it was a hard-cover so don't just think that these dark spots on my face are just zit-marks.

& you know, she had the nerve - the FREAKING nerve - to look at me after that & blink, saying, "Why are you angry?"

Hahahahhahahahahahha. Why are you angry, she asks? I'd usually think that in my head.
If it wasn't against anyone's principles - except hers, it seems - I'd SMACK her on the face & scream at her for all this stupid abuse.

Why can't she just get her own life & get out of my FACE?




If you knew how many times she's done this to me.
Only if you knew.

Friday 30 March 2007

"Why are girls so emo?"

That was the question Ivan asked me as he saw the sight of numerous girls crying.
Pffft.

Of course I didn't say anything. Please.
But I was just staring at him, wondering, "Well, hello? What am I, a tree?!"

He didn't get the hint & continued his delusional rantings to Gao Jye, most likely.
It was a day like any other typical school day - minus the tears but you get what I mean.

I'm freaking out that I left my Campori Cap at CHERAS!!!!!!
Cheras.
The stupid place where it has my cap, that's probably worth a million bucks in sentimental value.

"You wouldn't get the same night atmosphere, the stench of your sweat & the DNAs stuck inside that hat." Rina said.

=.= Yes, I know. She wasn't helping.

Loads of people didn't show up today - no wonder. Nothing was happening at school.
I mean, asides the whole C3 thing & Frisbee but still.
Nada.

Now I've got nothing better to do than blog my thoughts, which are:

"What's for lunch?"

Oh, wait. No. Not those thoughts =P
Sorry. I meant these thoughts:

"Which is worth more, sentimental or CASH value?"

I know that some of you may straight away say sentimental, because obviously it's the right thing to say.
Those kind of things where you just want to look good & gold-hearted even though the truth is, you think that it's the other choice.

I'm not saying names. I'm just saying, I'm one of those people sometimes =P

I dunno which is nicer. I mean, sure.
Cash is materialistic & sentimal isn't.
& yes, I know, sentimental values come from the heart. I get that.

But cash... Not only does cash come from the wallet, it also comes from the heart too, right?
Bcoz we wouldn't have the heart to take out the money out, if not.

Haha. I'm so lame sometimes =P

Hmmm... Interesting cut-out survey. Let's see it, shall we?

Which is Better with the Opposite Sex

63. Hair color: Black/brown
64. Hair length: Pfffft
65. Eye color: Anything except violet
66. Measurements: Taller than me =P
65. Lips or Eyes: both
67. Cute or sexy: Cute
69. Hugs or Kisses: I'll stick with holding hands, thanks
70. Short or tall: Ditto 66
71. Where's the question number 71??!: Here
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Sentimental
73. Good or Bad: Both
74. Sensitive or spontaneous: Not too sensitive, not too thoughtless =.=
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Latter
76. Long courtship: Haha
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant one: Half-half

Man, I really need to get my mind straight.
There's no guy out there! I mean, seriously.
They're all nice & jerky sometimes but whatever. They're just friends.
Knew them for 3 years -_-"

None. Nada.
& you know what's worse?
I've got no inspiration for VVSSS & Teen Dillemma.
Wahhhh.

Okay, that's all for now.

O&O,
GadgetG;o)

Sunday 25 March 2007

There's a room outside of my front door that gets all my dreams

C U R R E N T

CLOTHES: T-shirt & shorts
MOOD: sleepy =P
MUSIC: Don't You Know Who I think I am? - Fall Out Boy
HAIR: All over my head, frizzy, the usual
ANNOYANCE: Maths H/W sitting on my desk
FAVOURITE ARTIST: Christina Aguilera & many more
DESKTOP PICTURE: My family at Perth
FAVOURITE GROUP: McFly, Nickelback, Fall Out Boy
BOOK YOU’RE READING: The Thing About Jane Spring
DVD IN PLAYER: Grey's Anatomy season 3
COLOUR OF TOENAILS: Plain
REFRESHMENT: glass of milk
WORRY: whether I'm gonna be the only girl 2moro or not

L A S T . P E R S O N

YOU TOUCHED: my dad
YOU TALKED TO: my dad
HUGGED: my mom
YOU INSTANT MESSAGED: Cheng
YOU YELLED AT: My fish
YOU KISSED: Uh, mom

FAVORITE...

FOOD: Lasagne! Spaghetti! Pasta! Dessert! [phew]
DRINK: Sprite, 7up
COLOUR: Turqouise
ALBUM: Infinity on High [drool]
SHOES: slip-ons
CANDY: anything with chocolate
ANIMAL: fishies
TV SHOW: Heroes, Grey's Anatomy!!
MOVIE: Tons
SONG: Don't You Know Who I think I am? - Fall Out Boy


ARE YOU...

UNDERSTANDING: sure
open-MINDED: Sometimes
ARROGANT: are we supposed to answer this honestly?
INSECURE: Paranoid
INTERESTING: No clue
RANDOM: Sometimes
HUNGRY: ALWAYS
SMART: =P
MOODY: Often
CHILDISH: Check the stats
HARD WORKING: Oh YES, yes, YES (pfft)
ORGANIZED: Haha
HEALTHY: Trying my best to squeeze in all greens
SHY: Yup
DIFFICULT: Maybe
ATTRACTIVE: hah
BORED EASILY: Sometimes
OBSESSED: Maybe
ANGRY: Sometimes
SAD: Never
HYPER: Unless I had a full-fledg meal
TRUSTING: I hope so

W H O . D O . Y O U . W A N T T O

KILL: can't list 'em
SLAP: can't list 'em either
GET HIGH WITH: Nobody
TALK TO ONLINE: already talkin to 'em
MY NAME IS: Aishah
IN THE MORNING I AM: cranky - unless it's 11-ish am
ALL I NEED IS: a life
LOVE IS: totally unneccessary, yet essential
I’M AFRAID OF: God
I DREAM ABOUT: the future

H A V E .Y O U. E V E R

PICTURED YOUR CRUSH NAKED: God, no
ACTUALLY SEEN YOUR CRUSH NAKED: Haha
BEEN IN LOVE: P. Love
CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: Mmm...
LIED: Yup

W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R

COKE OR PEPSI: Pepsi
FLOWERS OR CANDY: Flowers - they don't make me gain weight =P
TALL OR SHORT: Tall


W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X

WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: Smile
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: My cat =P
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: Philip/Cheng?
MAKES YOU SMILE: My cousin
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: No one
HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: No clue
IS EASIEST TO TALK TO: Cheng

D O. Y O U .E V E R

SIT ALL NIGHT WAITING FOR THAT SPECIAL
SOMEONE TO I.M. YOU?: What special someone? I'm still waiting

CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE SAYING
SOMETHING TO YOU? : Yeah

H A V E .Y O U .E V E R

FALLEN FOR A GOOD FRIEND?: Yea
BEEN REJECTED?: Always
REJECTED SOMEONE?: I never had a choice
USED SOMEONE?: No
BEEN CHEATED ON?: Never been with anyone
DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET: Yea
SMOKE CIGARETTES?: Nope
COLOUR YOUR HAIR?: Nope
DRINK ALCOHOL?: Nope

WHAT HURTS THE MOST, PHYSICAL OR
EMOTIONAL PAIN?: Emotional

Y O U R T H O U G H T S

I KNOW: secrets
I WANT: everyone to stop bugging me to break the trust
I HAVE: too many problems
I WISH: it'd stop
I HATE: back-stabbers
I FEAR: God
I WONDER: when he's ever coming
I REGRET: never falling
I CARE: about my friends
I ALWAYS: sing like mad
I AM NOT: slim =.=
I DANCE: when no one's around
I SING: with the radio
I CRY: when no one's looking
I DO NOT ALWAYS: listen
I FIGHT: for my friends
I WRITE: what I think
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: to music. & my friends
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in the room
I NEED: him
I AM HAPPY: when I've accomplished something
I SHOULD HAVE: known all along

Just it

1. Are you in a complicated
relationship?
Nope

2. Do you hate more than 3 people?
Nope

3. How often do you go shopping?
Uh... Weekly?

4. How many houses have you lived in?
5... 2 months until I live in the 6th

5. Favorite candy bar?
Crunchie!

6. Do you call it Soda or Pop?
Soda

7. Least favorite school subject?
Agama

8. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
12? (hehe)

9. Would you shave your head Britney
Spears bald?
NO

10. Have you ever thrown up in public?
Never thrown up in my life - except that one time when I ate that one month old snack...

11. Name one thing that is on your
mind right now:
Where do people get these surveys?

12. Favorite genre of music?
Pop rock

13. What's your zodiac sign?
Pisces

14. What time were you born?
Mid-morning

15. What's your favorite ice cream?
I love ALL ice-cream!

16. Have you rejected a date?
What date?

17. What is the most embarrassing CD
you own?
My party pack CD in 04

18. Are you sarcastic?
Nooooooooooooo... Truly, this is the most enlightening question ever asked.
Does that answer the question?

19. What are your favorite color(s)?
Turquoise, blue, orange...

20. How many watches do you own?
Three

21. Irritating or Annoying?
Both =P

22. Spring or Fall?
Fall

23. Favorite color to wear?
Orange

24. Sierra Mist or Sprite?
Sprite

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate-vanilla

26. Where is your second home?
SSC

27. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yea

28. Have you ever danced in front of
your mirror?
Sometimes

29. How many lamps are in your bedroom?
Three

30. How many video games do you own?
Ten

33. Do you want a new piercing or two?
I'm happy with the pair on my ears

37. Are you too forgiving?
Yes

39. Do you own something from Hot
Topic?
Nope

42. Heinz or Hunts ketchup?
Heinz

43. When was the last time you cried?
Been a while

45. What did u wish for now?
Something...

The Love survey (ngh)

If you opened it, you have to do it.

Two Names You Go By:
1. Aishah
2. Le Sloth =P

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. T-shirt
2. Shorts

Two Things You Want in a Relationship:
1. Love
2. Honesty

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. Blogging
2. Reading

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The
Moment:
1. Talking to Jase
2. Inspiration for VVSSS

Two pets you had/have:
1. Parrot fish
2. Cat

Two things you did last night:
1. Watched a movie
2. Read three books

Two things you ate today:
1. Burnt bread
2. Chicken rice


Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. Swim
2. Head to the ITC

Two favorite beverages:
1. Milo ais!!!! [drool]
2. Ice-cream soda

Two of your least favorite things to
do:
1. Cleaning my room - still at it for 2 years
2. Listening to parents’ nag

Love Survey
You must answer every question
TRUTHFULLY!!!

[01] Is there anyone you love at the
moment?
Maybe

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
From friends

[03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
Just Like Heaven - so funny =P

[04] How many times have you honestly
been in love?
Only P. Love. Never IN love. Just P. Love.
& the answer’s twice

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?
Yup

[06] Do you think that you should put
your friends first?
They’re like my family

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
Thanks to P. Love

[08] Your thoughts on online
relationships?
Dangerous

[9] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
… yea...

[10] Do you believe the
statement, "Once a cheater always a
cheater"?
People deserve a second chance

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
We’ll see

[12] What is your favorite color(s)?
Turquoise, orange

[13] What are your views on gay
marriages?
No offense but… Disturbing

[14] Do you believe you truly only
love once?
Yea, if the love is so strong, it could just…
(Oh God, what am I saying??? I hope this survey ends quick)

[15] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse
just died, would you re-marry?
Nope

[16] At what age did you start
noticing the opposite sex?
Tch. 10?

[17] What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
Save the Last Dance for Me

[18] Do you Know someone who likes you?
Nope

[19] Do you truly love someone right
now?
Yea

[20] What's Their Name?
Mom & Dad

[21] Why do u love him/her?
Bcoz… They’re my mom & dad

The World has taken a new identity

50 things that might not be completely
random but are still pretty darn random
about YOU

1. Where is your dad right now?
In the computer room, updating his blog (yea, I know. He has a blog too)

2. Last time you kissed someone?
Few hours ago (my mom)

3. Name five things you did today.
Woke up, walked, ate chicken rice, swim, showered.

4. what color is your watch?
One’s purple - turning a little greenish, I’ve noticed.
Another’s all glittery purple, green.
Latest one is black & white

5. what kind of phone do you have?
Nokia, all the way!

7. Where does your best friend work?
Tch. In her room, listening to her iPod, most likely.

8. What are you listening to right now?
Kids screaming at level 6.

9. What do you smell like?
Green apple

10. what color are your eyes?
Dark, dark, dark, dark brown

11. Have you ever done a chinese fire
drill?
Uh, no. No fire drill in my life

12. What color is your bedroom floor?
Wooden?

13. Do you have a chair in your room?
Sitting on it right now

14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Heading to ITC for a little catch-up on my reading =P

15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
Yea, friend’s brother

16. What's your favorite number?
7

17. Do you know someone named Betsy?
Hah, in storybooks

18. What color is your mom's hair?
Dyed it reddish brown again

19. Do you have a dog? Breed? Name?
No dogs. Fishes on the other hand...

20. Do you remember singing any songs
as a kid?
Yea, the notorious Barney theme song “I love you”

21. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Nope

22. When was the last time you talked
to one of your siblings?
What siblings?

23. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Nope

24. Do you play an instrument?
Yup

25. Do you like fire?
Uh, no

26. Are you allergic to anything?
Fake earrings

28. Best friend?
Tons

29. Have you ever been to a spa?
Yup. Hated the face massage

30. Did you take science all four years
of high school?
Um, not in high school

31. Do you like butterflies?
Yea. Not in close-up, course

32. Do you miss someone right now?
Maybe

33. Do you think they miss you too?
I guess

34. Have you ever seen your school
counselor?
Nope. But I’ve seen a friend therapist

35. Have you ever wanted to be a
teacher?
Yea, when I was 7

36. What is one thing you've learned
about life?
You make a choice, make sure that the choice’s right.

37. Do you like tacos?
Yup

38. Is anyone jealous of you?
Tch, no

39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
Nearly

40. What does your mom call you?
When she’s in her most endearing mood, she’ll call me Babyshah (don’t you DARE call me that)

41.What do your friends call you?
Shah-shah, Aish, Aishahshishashushee, Sloth, GadgetG

42. What does your hair look like right
now?
Spaghetti - all wet & tangly

43. Has a friend ever used you?
Not a friend

44. Has anyone told you that they like
you more than a friend?
… long time ago

45. What have you eaten today?
Chicken rice (note above)

46. Is your hair naturally curly or
straight?
Naturally straight, naturally messy

48. Who was the last person you drove
with?
Parents

49. What are you looking forward to?
Choir - looong time for that

50. How are you today?
Fine, thanks

Saturday 24 March 2007

Zero in reality

Just came back from watching the latest Malay movie called Mukhsin.
You must've heard of it, or else you'd have been living under a rock since every of my Mom's friends kept telling her that it's the best movie & the most approvable for us teens.

Frankly, I think that the movie rocks bcoz finally - FINALLY - there is a local movie where we could actually relate. & here, they treat us just as adult, like their equals.

The story cut short?
Tells us about two children falling in love for the first time - who can ever forget their one true love?

I could've enjoyed it better if there weren't so many adult authority figures (a.k.a. Mom, Dad, Grandmom). Seriously. It was embarrassing.

But I enjoyed it nevertheless.

Throughout the movie, I couldn't stop myself from thinking, "Why, oh, WHY is the dad so casual around the guy? Why can't my dad be like that? No, why can't my parents be like that?"

Why, oh, why.

& you know, the leading actor was (really) decent-looking & the character's age was supposed to be TWELVE.
Twelve.

So, that's what my title's referring to - zero in reality.
There are no guys out there who could be my age & be nice & sweet.
& oh yea, likes me back.

Then, I hopped on the couch to watch AF5 (I think. Lost track) & guess what?
A contestant named Dafi was belting out the tune of the hit song, Pencinta Wanita & I just stared bcoz:
  1. One of my most beloved songs (haha)
  2. The dude was even MORE decent-looking!
I'm so pathetic I feel like slapping myself sometimes.
These are one of those times.

So there I was, lounging around at the living room, staring at Dafi singing an Irwanysah song & this thought came inside my head - Why aren't there any guys like that?
I mean, either unbelievably talented in singing or uniquely sweet & thoughtful guys.

The answer to that?
Check the title of this post, please.




This morning, when I woke up, I quickly grabbed one of my short romance story books & headed right to the sweet ending. I loved it!
It was so invigorating to getaway from the most depressing truth of the real world.

Here I am, wondering what my future's gonna be. So instead, I resolve to fill out my diary/blog as much as possible, just in case I miss the important bits of life.

O&O,
GadgetG;o)

Thursday 22 March 2007

Negative

Woah. Why is there a Jingle Bell Rock song stuck in my head? I've been humming this tune eversince I woke up from my 5-minute nap just now.
Okay, I shall open my iTunes &- ah... Mui better.
Fall Out Boy's Where's your boy tonight?/Grand Autumn Theft (dunno which is correct. Rina told me the first, Bonnie told me the latter) is the best cure for random festive songs stuck in your head.

Anywayz, about my title. What's with the "Negative"?
Yea, it's been running through my mind alot - like me attempting to go on a treadmill. Hah - & I've decided, 'What better way to discard this matter than to blog it out?'
Enjoy the pessimistism.

Let's see. I know this is really shallow - I mean, not like I am shallow or whatever but still. Why do guys like me????
Like all those stupid rumours such as Guy P - not true - liking me & etc.
Why??? I'm not anywhere close to attractive, I'm tall but not lanky tall, I've a smile of a broken moon & half the time, I stumble along my words.

& you know what people keep telling me whenever I express this question. Majority just went:
"Oh, well, DUH, Aishah. You're nice, pretty (pfft), smart!" in that pep-talk kinda way, seeing as I am truly a nut case.

Few weeks ago, I kinda got a headache & my dad said it's bcoz I think too much.
I don't find that fair - just bcoz I've got a strong migraine, so strong that it felt as if someone was drilling in the insides of my brain, does not mean bcoz I talk to myself inside my head.

Much.

I feel so much better for blogging. Really, it's some sort of medicine for ppl like me.
Now I'm just feeling a little contented with everything - I don't give a damn on my looks.
Who cares? No one likes me.

& also, my grades are up, up, UP (comparing to 1st Monthly Test) so my parents presented me an iPod for yours truly's bday.
Oh, the other presents were awesome too =)

PLUS : I've realised that I've so many friends who actually CARE for me - & not stupid kinds who like to backstab & say that I take drugs or stuff like that (not like I've been a victim to gossip that atrocious. But just an example).

So why do we need to be all 'Ohmygod, I haaaaate my life!' when it's just simple & nice.
Just the way I like it.

& today was so fun - um, except for the whole Mac-jammed-thanks-to-Roy thing. Lousy critter.

'zat's all for now.


O&O,
GadgetG;o)

Thursday 15 March 2007

Tenn! (Survey)

I'm dead bored so I thought of doing a survey =P

DUN READ E WHOLE BULLETIN!
JUST QUICKLY COPY & PASTE; DUN
SPOIL IT!
Name 10 ppl u can think of right
off e top of ur head. Dun read
e qns underneath until you
write e names of all 10 ppl. This
is a lot funnier if u actually
randomly list e names 1st. No
cheating!

1. Rina
2. Minah
3. Aley
4. Philip
5. Cheng
6. LimZMing
7. Ying Xian
8. Nana
9. Rauf (puffy head)
10. KimB

DUN LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLD OUT
E TOP!
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How'd u meet 3? (Aley)
I asked her why her socks were so long (7 yrs ago! I couldn't help it!!)

What would you do if you had never met
number 1? (Rina)
Half my general knowledge'd evaporate =P

What would you do if 6 and 2 were
going out? (Minah & LimZMing)
Wha-at?! No way. She's reserved for... Someone.

Have you ever seen 4 cry? (Philip)
Hahahahah. On the verge of tears when Aley's Pikachu toy had been sold, maybe.

Where did you meet number 10?
(KimB)
Le Link Bridge =D

How do you know 8? (Nana)
Mom's kindergarten school =P

What do you think about 7? (Phyllis)
The only other living being klutzier than me =P hehe

What would you do if 5 confessed they
loved you? (Cheng)
I love myself too =P pfft

A fact/or something about 9? (Rauf)
Puffified! haha

Who is 2 going out with? (Minah)
I lost track. Haha

What's 4 do for a living? (Philip)
Annoy people -_-

Would you ever live with number 8?
(Nana)
Totally

Where does 3 live? (Aley)
BU

What do you like about number 1?
(Rina)
Everything!

Is 2 your best friend? (Minah)
Obviously

Do you miss number 3? (Aley)
Her pa- Nvm.

What is your opinion of number 5?
(Cheng)
If he'd stop calling me "Shah", he'd get a better review =P

Is 10 a power ranger? (KimB)
Haha. The pink one

Wednesday 7 March 2007

Ding! It takes more than this

Right. Another survey. This is fun =)
But I'm totally clogging up the space on my blog when I should be posting about more demanding matters - such as the equation of an important formula, or the article about how people are trying to make healthy soda (true fact! Check out The Times website) instead of doing unprofitable surveys.

Well....

Too bad!! I'm bored - even though it's one minute till 10:45pm.
Tsk tsk. The eyebags are starting to get even more noticeable =P

Here goes.

First thing you'd do:

1. When ur bored
Go online. Start doing these surveys (hence clogging up my blog!), write VVSSS. Re-read a book. Call up Minah or Aley.

2. When u do a survey
copy&paste

3. When u feel hyper
Start blithering nonsense. Annoy friends =P Sing madly. Go to therapists.

4. When u feel sleepy '0'
head to the kitchen, come back with the food supplies. Sleep.

5. When u think life sucks
mope around & grab the diary to pour in the complaints. That's what diaries are for, after all =P

First thing u'd do:

1. If someone told u they loved u
Start thinking, "WHY?!"
Speechless

2. If u had an exam u didnt study for
flip through the text books & just remember the really important-looking stuff

3. If ur fren betrayed u
grab the diary.

4. If u had a secret admirer
I'd just think, "Oh. Well. At least I don't know who this guy is."
NOT

5. If u heard some juicy gossip
Tell it to the first person I approach

First word in ur head:
1.Dessert
Haagen Dazs

2.Food
Chicken chop

3.Friend
Minah, Cheng, Sabrina (oops. Just popped in my mind)

4.Weird
Alex (hehe)

5.Smartie
Natasha

6.Funny
Me! Haha. The "A" Table in Terra

7.Fun
Gatherings - Aley's party

8.Cute
Garfield!!

9.Can't describe properly
Philip -_-"

10.Friendful
YING XIAN!!

11.Crazyyy
KIM, Elina, Minah

12.Indulgence
Luxurious

13.Color
Blue

14.Clothing
jeans

15.Procrastination
Me

16.Love
Bahh

17.B'day (random)
25th March

18.Fav day
Saturday!

19.Why
Where's the ?

20.Survey
A waste of time but fun

21.Ur first survey?
What?




Okay, now I'm just exhausted =P Night.

Misfit Lyrics

Yes, another post from the Friendster bulletin board which I think is ver-ry interesting.
& is also a way to calm me down.

IF YOUR LIFE WERE A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD
THE SOUNDTRACK BE ?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp,
Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song
that's playing
5. When you go to a new question,
press the next button
6. Don't lie.


Opening Credits: Nickelback - If Anyone Cared

Waking Up: Sheila on 7 - Sepia

First Day At School: Sheila on 7 - Berhenti Berharap

Fight Song: Sheila on 7 - Seberapa pantas

Breaking Up: Saving Jane - Girl Next Door (wha-at?!)

Prom: Jason Mraz - Geek in the Pink (haha!)

Life: Hello Goodbye - Here In Your Arms

Mental Breakdown: Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want

Driving Far Away: Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love

Flashback: Train - Drops Of Jupiter

Wedding: Fall Out Boy - This Ain't A Scene, It's An Armrace (What?!?! Haha)

Final Battle: Smashmouth - All Star

Funeral Song: My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words

Credit: Rascal Flatts - Life Is a Highway


Haha!! That totally cheered me up!! It's so funny!! I mean, some of them were suited, like... The mental breakdown thing, the driving far away thing... & Also the funeral song.
But MOST of them didn't make sense! Especially the Prom, "breaking up", Wedding (DEFINITELY wedding) & Final Battle! I mean, it's so funny!! Haha.

Thanks to those who invented this kinda stuff. It helps.

Ngh



I don't even know why I'm in such a crabby mood. I slept early - well, 10:30pm's early in my book - last night, had lunch, went for an invigorating swim (the first time in a month!), getting loads of updates on Friendster =P
So what's with the twitching within me?

& yes, same cause. I mean, I don't get it.
Why do I get along with her if I just... Don't?!
Seriously. This is getting through my skin or something.

You know what... For all I care, I want to QUIT my society.
The 3As society, I'm saying.

& since nobody reads this blog, I get to express my anger through that picture I found - Calvin yelling something, which is the same thing I'm thinking right now.

Ugh.

To be honest, Minah & Aley are just... Being them, I realised.
I mean, first was Aley. Aley & her dumb mood swings, being all, "Oh I'm bz." & "Just bcoz i'm on9 doesn't mean I have to talk to you when I've got better people to talk to".
& we all know who the "better people" are.
Not me.
Minah... Well, I'll just give you a free pass. A reason why I shall not elaborate here.

You know, this is just ANNOYING.

I shall give credit to those who actually talk to me online. Like, now for instance:
Kim =) My free-lance therapist - I feel a little bit better
Cheng =P My BP Asst - even though he didn't help much but, yea.
Sabrinni! - well, just for 2 mins or something. Still.
Hijifa - Hmm... To be honest, he didn't do any justice but he did talk to me, so whatever.


SO THERE. There, there, there.
I've released all my anger & mould it into this post.


I hope you shall get angry for wasting your time on reading your post when you could've been doing anything better, like finding a cure for the cold, or whatever.





I'm still angry, though.





(ORIGINALLY, ORIGINALLY, ORIGINALLY, ORIGINALLY, ORIGINALLY, ORIGINALLY, ORIGINALLY, ORIGINALLY, ORIGINALLY)
Off&out,
GadgetG;o)

Tuesday 6 March 2007

"My Autobiography"

Okay, I'm officially glued to Friendster. Really. It's a little too addictive but it's fun!
Hmm... Interesting post on the public bulletin board. Okay, I'm going to post it here, in the blog:

Fill this out IN YOUR OWN
WORDS and repost as,"My autobiography"

Prologue

1.Where did you take your default pic?
= "Take"? Um... I don't like taking my pics. Prefer Googling 'em.

2.What exactly are you wearing right
now?
= A sundress =P Let's just keep it a little secret, shall we?

3.What is your current problem?
= Short attention span & low on self-esteem.

4.What makes you most happy?
= Hanging out with my friends =D

5.What's the name of the song that
you're listening to?
= Try too Hard by Teddy Geiger

6.Has anyone close to you died
recently?
= Nope

7.Do you ever watch mtv ?
= Uh... No.

8.Whats something that really annoys
you?
= People saying that I like this guy & that when I don't like anyone

---------------------------------------

Chapter 1 :

1. Middle name :
No middle name. Born with a first name & a last.

2. Nickname(s):
Where to start, where to start... Um... Shah shah (only for girls), Aish, Aishahshishoo, Gadget Girl, Sloth

3. Current location :
Malaysia, the serene =P

4. Eye color :
Dark, dark, dark, dark brown
-------------------------------------

Chapter 2 :

1. Do you live with your parents ?
Yup

2. Do you get along with your parent
(s)?
As long as we're not talking about boys or my grades...

3. Are your parents
married/separated/divorced ?
Married

4. Do you have any Siblings ?
Only child... & Loving it!
----------------------------------

Chapter 3 : Favorite...

1. Ice Cream
EVERYTHING!! But the top of my list is Cookies&Cream... Mmm...

2. Season
Winter <3
------------------------------------

Chapter 4 : Do You..

1.Write on your hand
My hand's like a second piece of paper =P

2.Call people back
One of the reasons why my phone bills' sky high

3.Believe in love
When it doesn't include me

4.Sleep on a certain side of the bed ?
Yea. The edge =P I never fall of, though

5.Have any bad habits ?
Tons =P
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Chapter 5 : Have You...

1.Broken a bone
My funny bone! (haha =P)

2.Sprained stuff
In attempt of "dancing"

3.Had mentally therapy
Um... Online =P

4.Gotten stitches
Yup. When I was four. Still got the scar on my forehead =P Stupid big slippers.

5.Taken painkillers
Definitely. Right after being on the phone with Minah... JK!!

6.Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling
Snorkeling =D

7.Been stung by a bee
More like bitten by an ant

8.Thrown up at the dentist
More like thrown a tantrum

9.Sworn in front of your parents
No. I'm a very innocent girl. (You can stop laughing now)

10.Had detention
Just stupid RPP. No pink slip.

11.Been sent to the principal's office
I cried when I was the last kid at school one day. My dad forgot to pick me up -_-" Hellooo handphone privilleges!

-------------------------------------

Chaper 6 : Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s)
Fantastic 4 (a quarter of it -_-")

2. Person to text you
[sniff sniff] How the heck am I supposed to remember?!?! That's practically a week ago!!

3.Person you called
My mom. To remind them that they have a child waiting at the piano studio.

4.Person you hugged?
My mom -_-" After receiving the book.

5.Person you tickled
Tch. I don't do "tickles"

6.Thing you touched
My keyboard. What else is there?

7.Thing you ate
A muffin (there goes my diet)

8.Thing you drank
Water. Plain water.


The end! That concludes one interesting post on the public bulletin board! I shall return with loads more!!!!
Haha, don't run away please.




Off&out,
GadgetG;o)

OVER!!

Exams are over! No more pressure coming from the parents, no more cramming up till late, no more stupid ice-cube, refrigerator-sub, primary classrooms!
Hellooo MacBook privilleges (sadly, my phone privilleges are still away from my grasp), TV privilleges & better yet... Snack privilleges!!!

Oh yea, & whoopee, classes. (Note that I only put a "." instead of an "!")
Hmm... You know, maybe I could celebrate this joyous event with a new treat in the VVSSS!!
Nope. No inspiration coming to my mind whatsoever.

The atmosphere still feels isolated - due to my phone's absence, most likely.
But asides that, no one is online. I mean, there're a few online but none of them are talking to me - & I don't know what to say to them.

Not to put it rudely but... It's just like that.

Dumdedum... All my therapists aren't online (shockingly)! Wow. This is new.
Well, anywayz. I'm in such a good mood - & not just bcoz the exams are over.
It's also bcoz my mom just gave me the Annual 2007 Princess Diaries book!!

Geeky/Childish as I am, I LOVE anything - ANYTHING - that's written by Meg Cabot! - Except the Eighth book. No offense =P
So... Not unlikely, I've got no thoughts to pour into this entry, so, you may've noticed but I'm just typing rubbish in here. Haha.


Well... That's it for now!



Off&out,
GadgetG;o)

Friday 2 March 2007

Stolen Identity

Do you know how annoying it is when someone copies you? Like, your little sister or a toddler... Or even your friend?

Yea, I'm currently being annoyed. It seems that Aley has once again copied everything I do.
But this is the last straw!

She actually copied my SIGNATURE!! Not the handwritten one. The signature "off&out". THAT signature.
I'm offended, hurt & ANNOYED.

Does she actually think it's funny to tick people off?! Well, if you're reading this, all I can say is : IT'S NOT FUNNY.
& I mean it, this time.

Can't she just copy Spongebob Squarepants or something?! Or quote from her favourite book??
That's what I do!

That's what everyone original does!

Get with the program, lady! Copying other friends are ripping us off.

You included.



Just wanted to release that anger & into this post.

It worked =P



(originally) Off&Out,
GadgetG;o)